December 6, 2003
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on thursday i had to set up my kids' stuff in the gallery, go to dance practice, have dinner with my Runaway with Words ladies, go to a reading, finish my project proposal, finish my journals, prepare a presentation, and start my hip hop final paper. after crying and having a semi-breakdown, i found another reading on monday night, which would give me a couple extra hours.
yesterday:
was up until 6am.
slept and woke up every 20-25 minutes out of panic until 8:15.
got ready for school, worked on journal some more, was 5 minutes late to my 9am class.
continued to scramble and finish my journal during class and was thankful for the bananas & pretzels my teacher brought.
presentation ended up taking to long & teacher had a meeting so i stayed in the gallery to wait for him and finish reading my hip hop stuff. drank a protein berry pizzazz with energy boost as i was starting to feel faint.
gave my presentation & turned in 30 page proposal & journals.
walked to the gym to wait for rest of dance group and work on paper. ended up just making a crap outline and bibliography.
picked costumes & had practice. after 3 runthroughs couldn't do the moves anymore, kinda dizzy.
took shuttle to Lone Mountain hoping to grab food in cafeteria. ended up buying a sprite (vending machines were out of water) and pretzel/crouton/bread snack bag thing. headache. drank water from water fountatin that didn't give enough water.
talked to teacher, will be finishing & emailing paper today.
watched & danced & watched & danced & watched.
shoulder hurts from trying to do that damn breaker pose everyday since last friday; painful to rotate or lift left arm.
finally got real food at like 6:30, mmm leftovers.
took a nap until 8:00 then drove back to vallejo with louie. had a mini-breakdown about my grandmother on the way; been having swings from apathy to over-emotionality lately.
today feels much better although my shoulder is stiff. not so panicky, though still ketp waking up. watched most of daddy day care & some kim possible. caught up on xanga readings. i'm ready to get on my hip hop paper now. yay xanga.
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hey crystal ... I have not been checking xanga for a while and just read about your grandma ... I am so sorry ... I hope that you and your family are doing all right
Love and miss you, Kwitho
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