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yesterday i almost got ran over
by a woman who decided not to slow down at a red light and screeched to
stopped within a few inches of me as my flight or fight response took
over and i somehow jumped and ran backwards back onto the
sidewalk. i don't remember thinking about moving, actually i
remember anticipating the car ramming into my leg. i guess my
habit of inching out into the crosswalk, regardless of the pedestrian
signal that's telling me "yes, it's okay," has been justified.
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Eyewitness Account... Hurricane Katrina in New Orleans
Katrina aftermath: senseless deprivation and nasty pigs Posted to MySpace by Kjersti Egerdahl Sept. 9Date: Fri, 9 Sep 2005 14:27:09 -0700 (PDT)
From: Matt Thompson
Subject: acct of NOLA experienceSept 5, 2005
Fwd by Phil Gasper:
Two friends of mine--paramedics attending a
conference--were trapped in New Orleans by Hurricane
Katrina. This is their eyewitness report. PGHurricane Katrina-Our Experiences by Larry Bradshaw,
Lorrie Beth SlonskyTwo days after Hurricane Katrina struck New Orleans,
the Walgreen's store at the corner of Royal and
Iberville streets remained locked. The dairy display
case was clearly visible through the widows. It
wasnow 48 hours without electricity, running water,
plumbing. The milk, yogurt, and cheeses were beginning
to spoil in the 90-degree heat. The owners and
managers had locked up the food, water, pampers, and
prescriptions and fled the City. Outside Walgreen's
windows, residents and tourists grew increasingly
thirsty and hungry.The much-promised federal, state and local aid never
materialized and the windows at Walgreen's gave way to
the looters. There was an alternative. The cops could
have broken one small window and distributed the nuts,
fruit juices, and bottle water in an organized and
systematic manner. But they did not. Instead they
spent hours playing cat and mouse, temporarily chasing
away the looters.We were finally airlifted out of New Orleans two days
ago and arrived home yesterday (Saturday). We have yet
to see any of the TV coverage or look at a newspaper.
We are willing to guess that there were no video
images or front-page pictures of European or affluent
white tourists looting the Walgreen's in the French
Quarter. We also suspect the media will have been
inundated with "hero" images of the National Guard,
the troops and the police struggling to help the
"victims" of the Hurricane. What you will not see, but
what we witnessed, were the real heroes and sheroes of
the hurricane relief effort: the working class of New
Orleans. The maintenance workers who used a fork lift
to carry the sick and disabled. The engineers, who
rigged, nurtured and kept the generators running. The
electricians who improvised thick extension cords
stretching over blocks to share the little electricity
we had in order to free cars stuck on rooftop parking
lots. Nurses who took over for mechanical ventilators
and spent many hours on end manually forcing air into
the lungs of unconscious patients to keep them alive.
Doormen who rescued folks stuck in elevators.
Refinery workers who broke into boat yards, "stealing"
boats to rescue their neighbors clinging to their
roofs in flood waters. Mechanics who helped hot-wire
any car that could be found to ferry people out of the
City. And the food service workers who scoured the
commercial kitchens improvising communal meals for
hundreds of those stranded. Most of these workers had
lost their homes, and had not heard from members of
their families, yet they stayed and provided the only
infrastructure for the 20% of New Orleans that was not
under water.On Day 2, there were approximately 500 of us left in
the hotels in the French Quarter. We were a mix of
foreign tourists, conference attendees like ourselves,
and locals who had checked into hotels for safety and
shelter from Katrina. Some of us had cell phone
contact with family and friends outside of New
Orleans. We were repeatedly told that all sorts of
resources including the National Guard and scores of
buses were pouring in to the City. The buses and the
other resources must have been invisible because none
of us had seen them. We decided we had to save
ourselves. So we pooled our money and came up with
$25,000 to have ten buses come and take us out of the
City. Those who did not have the requisite $45.00 for
a ticket were subsidized by those who did have extra
money. We waited for 48 hours for the buses, spending
the last 12 hours standing outside, sharing the
limited water, food, and clothes we had. We created a
priority boarding area for the sick, elderly and new
born babies. We waited late into the night for the
"imminent" arrival of the buses. The buses never
arrived. We later learned that the minute they
arrived at the City limits, they were commandeered by
the military.By day 4 our hotels had run out of fuel and water.
Sanitation was dangerously abysmal. As the desperation
and despair increased, street crime as well as water
levels began to rise. The hotels turned us out and
locked their doors, telling us that the "officials"
told us to report to the convention center to wait for
more buses. As we entered the center of the City, we
finally encountered the National Guard. The Guards
told us we would not be allowed into the Superdome as
the City's primary shelter had descended into a
humanitarian and health hellhole. The guards further
told us that the City's only other shelter, the
Convention Center, was also descending into chaos and
squalor and that the police were not allowing anyone
else in. Quite naturally, we asked, "If we can't go to
the only 2 shelters in the City, what was our
alternative?" The guards told us that that was our
problem, and no they did not have extra water to give
to us. This would be the start of our numerous
encounters with callous and hostile "law enforcement".We walked to the police command center at Harrah's on
Canal Street and were told the same thing, that we
were on our own, and no they did not have water to
give us. We now numbered several hundred. We held a
mass meeting to decide a course of action. We agreed
to camp outside thepolice command post. We would be
plainly visible to the media and would constitute a
highly visible embarrassment to the City officials.
The police told us that we could not stay.Regardless, we began to settle in and set up camp. In
short order, the police commander came across the
street to address our group. He told us he had a
solution: we should walk to the Pontchartrain
Expressway and cross the greater New Orleans Bridge
where the police had buses lined up to take us out of
the City. The crowd cheered and began to move. We
called everyone back and explained to the commander
that there had been lots of misinformation and wrong
information and was he sure that there were buses
waiting for us. The commander turned to the crowd and
stated emphatically, "I swear to you that the buses
are there."We organized ourselves and the 200 of us set off for
the bridge with great excitement and hope. As we
marched past the convention center, many locals saw
our determined and optimistic group and asked where we
were headed. We told them about the great news.
Families immediately grabbed their few belongings and
quickly our numbers doubled and then doubled again.
Babies in strollers now joined us, people using
crutches, elderly clasping walkers and others people
in wheelchairs. We marched the 2-3 miles to the
freeway and up the steep incline to the Bridge. It now
began to pour down rain, but it did not dampen our
enthusiasm.As we approached the bridge, armed Gretna sheriffs
formed a line across the foot of the bridge. Before we
were close enough to speak, they began firing their
weapons over our heads. This sent the crowd fleeing in
various directions. As the crowd scattered and
dissipated, a few of us inched forward and managed to
engage some of the sheriffs in conversation. We told
them of our conversation with the police commander and
of the commander's assurances. The sheriffs informed
us there were no buses waiting. The commander had lied
to us to get us to move.We questioned why we couldn't cross the bridge anyway,
especially as there was little traffic on the 6-lane
highway. They responded that the West Bank was not
going to become New Orleans and there would be no
Superdomes in their City. These were code words for if
you are poor and black, you are not crossing the
Mississippi River and you were not getting out of New
Orleans.Our small group retreated back down Highway 90 to seek
shelter from the rain under an overpass. We debated
our options and in the end decided to build an
encampment in the middle of the Ponchartrain
Expressway on the center divide, between the O'Keefe
and Tchoupitoulas exits. We reasoned we would be
visible to everyone, we would have some security being
on an elevated freeway and we could wait and watch for
the arrival of the yet to be seen buses. All day long,
we saw other families, individuals and groups make the
same trip up the incline in an attempt to cross the
bridge, only to be turned away. Some chased away with
gunfire, others simply told no, others to be verbally
berated and humiliated. Thousands of New Orleaners
were prevented and prohibited from self-evacuating the
City on foot.Meanwhile, the only two City shelters sank further
into squalor and disrepair. The only way across the
bridge was by vehicle. We saw workers stealing trucks,
buses, moving vans, semi-trucks and any car that could
be hotwired. All were packed with people trying to
escape the misery New Orleans had become. Our little
encampment began to blossom. Someone stole a water
delivery truck and brought it up to us. Let's hear it
for looting! A mile or so down the freeway, an army
truck lost a couple of pallets of C-rations on a tight
turn. We ferried the food back to our camp in shopping
carts. Now secure with the two necessities, food and
water; cooperation, community, and creativity
flowered. We organized a clean up and hung garbage
bags from the rebar poles. We made beds from wood
pallets and cardboard. We designated a storm drain as
the bathroom and the kids built an elaborate enclosure
for privacy out of plastic, broken umbrellas, and
other scraps. We even organized a food recycling
system where individuals could swap out parts of
C-rations (applesauce for babies and candies for
kids!).This was a process we saw repeatedly in the aftermath
of Katrina. When individuals had to fight to find food
or water, it meant looking out for yourself only. You
had to do whatever it took to find water for your kids
or food for your parents. When these basic needs were
met, people began to look out for each other, working
together and constructing a community.If the relief organizations had saturated the City
with food and water in the first 2 or 3 days, the
desperation, the frustration and the ugliness would
not have set in. Flush with the necessities, we
offered food and water to passing families and
individuals. Many decided to stay and join us. Our
encampment grew to 80 or 90 people.From a woman with a battery powered radio we learned
that the media was talking about us. Up in full view
on the freeway, every relief and news organizations
saw us on their way into the City. Officials were
being asked what they were going to do about all those
families living up on the freeway? The officials
responded they were going to take care of us. Some of
us got a sinking feeling. "Taking care of us" had an
ominous tone to it.Unfortunately, our sinking feeling (along with the
sinking City) was correct. Just as dusk set in, a
Gretna Sheriff showed up, jumped out of his patrol
vehicle, aimed his gun at our faces, screaming, "Get
off the fucking freeway". A helicopter arrived and
used the wind from its blades to blow away our flimsy
structures. As we retreated, the sheriff loaded up his
truck with our food and water. Once again, at
gunpoint, we were forced off the freeway. All the law
enforcement agencies appeared threatened when we
congregated or congealed into groups of 20 or more. In
every congregation of "victims" they saw "mob" or
"riot". We felt safety in numbers. Our "we must stay
together" was impossible because the agencies would
force us into small atomized groups.In the pandemonium of having our camp raided and
destroyed, we scattered once again. Reduced to a small
group of 8 people, in the dark, we sought refuge in an
abandoned school bus, under the freeway on Cilo
Street. We were hiding from possible criminal elements
but equally and definitely, we were hiding from the
police and sheriffs with their martial law, curfew and
shoot-to-kill policies.The next days, our group of 8 walked most of the day,
made contact with New Orleans Fire Department and were
eventually airlifted out by an urban search and rescue
team. We were dropped off near the airport and managed
to catch a ride with the National Guard. The two young
guardsmen apologized for the limited response of the
Louisiana guards. They explained that a large section
of their unit was in Iraq and that meant they were
shorthanded and were unable to complete all the tasks
they were assigned.We arrived at the airport on the day a massive airlift
had begun. The airport had become another Superdome.
We 8 were caught in a press of humanity as flights
were delayed for several hours while George Bush
landed briefly at the airport for a photo op. After
being evacuated on a coast guard cargo plane, we
arrived in San Antonio, Texas. There the humiliation
and dehumanization of the official relief effort
continued. We were placed on buses and driven to a
large field where we were forced to sit for hours and
hours. Some of the buses did not have
air-conditioners. In the dark, hundreds if us were
forced to share two filthy overflowing porta-potties.
Those who managed to make it out with any possessions
(often a few belongings in tattered plastic bags) we
were subjected to two different dog-sniffing searches.
Most of us had not eaten all day because our C-rations
had been confiscated at the airport because the
rations set off the metal detectors. Yet, no food had
been provided to the men, women, children, elderly,
disabled as they sat for hours waiting to be
"medically screened" to make sure we were not carrying
any communicable diseases.This official treatment was in sharp contrast to the
warm, heart-felt reception given to us by the ordinary
Texans. We saw one airline worker give her shoes to
someone who was barefoot. Strangers on the street
offered us money and toiletries with words of welcome.
Throughout, the official relief effort was callous,
inept, and racist. There was more suffering than need
be. Lives were lost that did not need to be lost.- 8:35 pm
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who wants to spend saturday, january 14, 2006, helping families build
their own homes from 8:30am-4:15pm in Daly City, CA? let me know,
give me your email addy, and i'll send you the evite (if I haven't
already... or maybe i just got your address wrong). yay.ps. i will update on my life, hopefully later on this week. xanga, it's been a while.
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sometimes i get so overwhelmed that it causes an implosion and i don't feel like sharing anything with anyone and i keep it all to myself.
i guess that explains my absence.
and now, here i am poking holes into myself, like a clown does--with pieces of tape over the places i prick, so the leak will be slow and not result in a bursting of pressure.
i went to anaheim the weekend of the 9th with louie, vic, claire, & micah (those two are on myspace, have abandoned xangas, and i don't know their links, but if you should, you do). my first non-family, non-school/work-related trip. it felt kinda cool to be independent in choosing when/where/how often to make stops and to be able to decide to make them last up to 3 hours.
poke.
the weekend of the 15th, louie's birthday, i went on my end of the year retreat. it was good times. i went to a palm/tarot reader on cannery row who told me 2 things that stand out 1) i'm supposedly getting married in the next year or two xxrolls eyesxx and 2) 4 or 5 years ago someone, a dark haired woman along with a lighter haired woman, basically cursed me, which isn't the greatest information to receive. we stayed at villa angelica, which is by a carmelite monastery. i also walked on the most painful beach, fairly appropriately named Monastery Beach. it was nice. we cooked our own meals, danced in the kitchen, took scadalous pictures... all that good bonding stuff.
poke.
that sunday, mandy left our retreat early because her younger brother had gotten into a car accident and was in a coma and undergoing brain surgery. he was declared brain dead last monday, the funeral was this past saturday. they donated his organs.
poke.
last friday was my last americorps meeting and our end of the year dinner. halfway through the year i had honestly considered quitting, and now it feels like pieces of me have begun to drift away.
poke.
tomorrow is my last day at IHDC and the kids are asking me when i'm coming back and i'm saying, "i don't know" because i can't bear to say, "maybe never."
poke.
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The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to good manners and elegance.
In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
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Got back from Anaheim at around 2am on Tuesday morning, will post some pics probably next weekend.
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don't eat leftover french toast w/strawberries from an IHOP located somewhere between valencia and vallejo...
i'm in my apartment with an aching tummy. i was trying to figure out what was making my stomach hurt and bloated this morning, until i remembered puking up a little strawberry & french toast last night before we went to auntie mazen's bday bbq.
but anyway. so i was complaining to louie about how i felt that the lyrics of the chorus of destiny's child's "girl" didn't show much growth since their last album. he pointed out, though, that the were following in en vogue's footsteps in terms of songs that were empowering to women, and i agreed; they were, and that was a good thing. then yesterday i saw the "cater 2 u" music video, which, to my disappointment, i think negates all of their "strong women" songs, such as "survivor" and "independent woman." the lyrics of this song, like "i got your slippers, your dinner, your dessert" and especially "when you come home late tap me on my shoulder, i'll roll over/baby I heard you, I'm here to serve you," make me cringe. i guess i could understand if there was some sort of reciprocity depicted in the lyrics, or at least in the video, but nope, it was just naked and scantily dressed destiny's child and lusty looking man. boo!
so quite a few people have been complaining about the relationship and dialogue between anakin and padme in "Reveng of the Sith," calling it elementary, high school-ish, weak, etc. so i'm wondering, why wasn't i irked by it? maybe it's because i wasn't expecting anything deep or mind-blowing. maybe it's because their conversation on the balcony reminds me of a conversation louie and i could've had earlier in our relationship. maybe it's because i felt that in the context of the story, it was believable enough that padme, who was pregnant and therefore, i guess, more "hormonal," would feel like her heart was being broken by a man whom she loved, but who was no longer someone she recognized; i mean, damn, how would you feel if you found out your girlfriend/boyfriend or husband/wife--with whom you conceived a child--just slashed up a bunch of little kids with a lightsaber. or maybe, it's just because my standards and expectations for television and movies are much lower than what i look for in literature. i guess it's probably all of the above.
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