my hiatus and intermittent posting on xanga has been due to a lot of thing. i haven't had the physical or emotional will to write more than just within the limits of Twitter (you can find me here: twitter.com/crystal_theresa or just read the widget at the top) until recently.

it hasn't been too often that i've logged on because a lot of the people i subscribe to here have abandoned their xanga pages (or just log on to read nowadays?) or switched to myspace or facebook or their own sites. but there are a few of you that i still come back for (Bizzy_mamma, soobee72, avenuetothereal) because i'm not connected to you elsewhere.

anyway, the need to process and express and share what i've gone through with losing my baby has given me the impetus to start writing again. you can find that here: blog.louielovescrystal.com.